I'm Sorry. And Thank You. : A Memoir to Sydney

The hardest decision Craig ever made was ending the life of the one who never left his side. For fourteen years, Sydney followed Craig into every version of his life. When Sydney’s life began to fade, he was forced into a role no one prepares you for: to comfort her, to carry her, and ultimately to decide for her. What followed wasn’t just grief. It was guilt, doubt, and questions without answers. But loving her through her final day forced him to confront what love really is, and what it costs to let go. It is an apology, a thank you, a goodbye, and an honest account of what it means to be trusted with a life you never wanted to end.

This book is for anyone who has ever loved something so deeply they're still not sure how to keep going without it.

Craig White is a Toronto-based writer and content creator who grew up in Guelph, Ontario. He built a career in the corporate world, but creative outlets were always how he lived outside of it — theatre, acting, and eventually content creation. Over the past few years, he's shared his life on Instagram and TikTok — the everyday moments, the hard ones, and everything in between. Sydney was always part of that story. Her decline, her final day, and the grief that followed became some of the most honest things he's ever put into words.

I'm Sorry. And Thank You. is the book he wrote because she deserved more than a sad ending. She deserved the whole story.